February 2012
I BOUGHT THE PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER, FINALLY :D
i feel like im not sure what you have let yourself in for. i feel like im pretending to be someone that is still deep within me. im not pretending, i am happy. genuinely what i think to be happiness. ive been smiling and crying and laughing and ive been breathing. i can hear the continous flap of butterflies wings underneath my skin and i dont know how to cope with them. i allowed you to see this,...
i swear i cry for literally everything. SORT YOUR LIFE PUT TAYLAH.
well now i feel sick. i hate waiting.
told Jodie about my blog and now she is going to see it and hate me and yeah. might change my url. i don’t know.
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i am sorry, really sorry, but i’m never going to be anyone else, but me. i wish i could change, but i cant.
i really am such a sap but i cant wait until you here, like right here, in my house.
i really do like you and i just need to say it, i need you to know.
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blah i feel all ugly compared to beth. oh well. she makes me smile.
if you just sent me an ask and recently got an anon message, it’s probably me as I’m on my iPod and fall of eden, I will be on my laptop in about half an hour, it will be better if i reply on there, I hope that’s okay..
someone should talk to me before bordem kills me..
Anonymous asked: maybeh i think ur realy pretty
Anonymous asked: thats a no :P
Anonymous asked: are u single?
Anonymous asked: I'm sorry i dont mean to pry but what is ur sexuality?
it’s coming and maybe it won’t happen for a day or two or three or four but its going to happen, i can feel it.
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i don’t have a story. i hold a series of memories and mistakes. regrets and recollections. i have sewn them onto my heart incase one day i need to give them away. i have been silenced by sadness, blinded by beauty and hurt by hunger. they say that i am ill. i do not believe them. all i know is that i wasn’t always like this. this wasn’t always me. i am tired and empty and insane and that settles...
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and here we have the evidence. collected in a jar. i will not be coming back, so keeping wishing on dead stars.
might sort out who i follower tonight, it will give me something to do! :)
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my mum keeps mentioning the last overdose. i dont know why. i think she is sensing something.
“Shyness is a curious thing, because, like quicksand, it can strike people at any...”
– Lemony Snicket (via onemillionwallflowers)
hahahahaha no, im really not okay.
as long as we’re together does it matter where we go.
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when she likes laura marling, you know its meant to be ;)
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i just dont want to fuck things up, and i tend to do that alot.
1612th:
it scares me how impermanent all my internet friendships are like you could just delete and i’d never see you again in my life or hear from you ever again and that makes me really sad
my task today from the family therapy team was to give a name to my eating disorder to distance myself from it. what if i don’t want to name it, what if i can’t. what if its name is taylah and it’s a horrible person. duifoajctsviidjctxjcs
i still miss adolfplaysthejazz :(
